Random

Tuesday was spent waddling around because my back side was so flippin' sore from working out. It's still sore, but the waddle has subsided.

Turns out I was totally naive to think that working one grave shift wouldn't mess up my sleeping schedule.

I WAS WRONG.

I couldn't fall asleep until 4:30 AM last night which then caused me to sleep in until 1:30 PM today. ANNOYING. It wouldn't be so bad if I was consistently working graves, but I am working all of the shifts (7-3, 3-11, 11-7) because I am still in training. I am looking forward to a consistent schedule when I am done training. I am hoping to get to sleep at a decent hour tonight. Wish me luck.

Yeah, still haven't worked on my creative project. Sigh. Sometimes we have great plans to do great things with our time and sometimes it just doesn't happen. O'well, ya' just keep on truckin'.

My past roommates know that I love to bake. I was once accused by Nat that my baking was making her fat, which is ridiculous because she is smokin' hot. Baking fills my soul and my stomach so it's really a great thing. The more training I have at the Center for Change, the more I appreciate my very healthy relationship with food and myself. I am glad that I can enjoy my homemade wheat bread...


and my most recent baking endeavor, Gateau Basque.... which was AMAZING.

So you know that post about God's timing in our lives? I still totally believe that, but I found it difficult to trust that this week. My very smart and talented husband has begun interviewing for summer internships and 'real world' jobs for after graduation and I definitely had a few moments of, "Ahhhhh! I don't know what's going to happen and I can't make a plan!!!"

Dang it. That so annoys me.

But I have to remember what I wrote about because the truth really is that God is at the helm guiding us if we let Him. I am really trying to let Him guide us...me. Sometimes it's a bit scary though. I am trying to rid myself of that fear and have total faith. Wish me luck on that as well.

This post is really random. But the last thing I wanted to say was that I am really glad that I am a woman born in the U.S. of A. I feel really lucky to be a girl in America. I feel like I have limitless opportunity and potential and that isn't something that every woman feels. I am immensely grateful to be married to a man who supports me in anything I desire to accomplish and encourages me to be true to myself. I feel free to be me and that is truly a gift.

Hope you had a great Wednesday.

Much love,
Tin